emiri: (wryyyyyyyy)
I HAVE GOT TO STOP DOING THIS

NO MORE 5 PM COFFEES

I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP AT NIGHT AUGHHHHHHHHH
emiri: (:D :D :D)
Never mind the last two posts. I am in my happy place now \o/.

IT WAS WORTH STAYING UP UNTIL 4 AM AND RUINING MY SLEEP SCHED ALL OVER AGAIN FOR.
emiri: (you're wearing WHAT?)
Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Ow ow ow.

Today's soccer match was not as successful as last week's. We went up against a team that played really fucking rough. Seriously, the number 16 girl on their team, she was CRAZY. She actually got a "last warning" from the ref. And I have no idea why they felt the need to play that way, because even just in terms of ball skills they were a much better team, they totally creamed us.

Tally of injuries inflicted by the other team:
* Shoved over x2
* Elbowed in the ribs x1
* Run straight into x2
* Toes stepped on x1 (SPIKED SHOES OW OW OW)

Tally of debatably self-inflicted injuries:
* Diving for the ball, missing and hitting the ground x1 (And the ground was HARD instead of muddy today too, ow ow ow, I would've preferred the mud. I constantly thank Air Cadets for teaching us how to fall properly.)
* Taking a hard ball at close range x2 (Once to the forearm to protect my face, once to the pelvis/uterus area, owwww.)
* Pulled thigh muscle

So, all in all, a very painful day.

... Still had fun though. Sure I won't be saying the same thing come tomorrow when I can't move again though.
emiri: (chicken or the egg...?)
I think I just had like. a soccer orgasm.

... Seriously.
emiri: (BUT WHY IS THE RUM GONE)
Dear Cassandra,
How awful to be struck down in the last lap of the session.
I will refer your question further up the line and let you know regarding an extension further up the line and get back to you.
In the meantime don't freak out!
If you've been working consistently in your studio over the session the majority of the work should be completed.
Project 4 is the work that is what is being completed by most students in this last week so we should be able to take your illness into account when assessing this project next Wednesday.
Get well and do get a medical certificate.
Best,
Fiona


Hahahahahahahaha sob

"If you've been working consistently in your studio over the session the majority of the work should be completed."

"If you've been working consistently in your studio over the session the majority of the work should be completed."



BUT WHAT IF I HAVEN'T there is no way i can convey this to my teach without. you know. coming across as a total procrastinating idiot who is just scrambling for more time. which is what i am, but you know. I DIDN'T COUNT ON GETTING SICK.

fuck fuck i am going to fail this subject fuck
emiri: (oh piffle.)
I always seem to forget that if it's overcast at my place, it's almost certainly raining in the umbrella city. I AM WITH IT, TOTALLY. NOBODY SAW THAT. Damn and blast. (An expression that comes across certainly more mild than I am feeling right now.) I hate getting caught in the rain without an umbrella. Aghhh.

Add to that the fact that my $15 flats from Target have finally outlived their usefulness. The soles on the heels are becoming detached from the shoe, which of course means that the soles of my shoes are now completely sopping wet. I don't wear socks with my flats, so of course I am now the owner of a pair of very cold, very wet feet. Oh well. For a pair of $15 shoes that have been worn near-out every day since I bought them six months ago, it's about all I can expect. At least they were comfortable while they lasted 8|a.

I'm also fairly certain I have a fever but small details. I am not going to let that stop me from attending the last two days of semester after I've been working so desperately to keep afloat. Bugger. Bugger everything.
emiri: (FUCKING TECHNOLOGY AUGHH!!!)
So, for all my freaking out, the Spanish Final wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

It was worse.

As in oh god there goes 40% of my whole grade worse, hau hau hauuuu.

My GPA... i-it may never recover... ;o;

;o;

Next week I am going to have to seriously work my butt off all day long and put some serious effort into my drawing and painting projects because s-suddenly. I DON'T THINK I CAN COUNT ON SPANISH to pull my GPA up anymore, orz orz orz. Hate liiife.
emiri: (Default)
This semester has been so trying. I can't remember the last time I felt so wrung out, even though I know that realistically I worked more and slept less during the HSC a few years back. When did doing work become such a hard thing for me?

I'm so ready for this semester to be over. I'm unreasonably angry that we only have three weeks worth of winter break, even though I know that's all we ever get. Why give us four months worth of summer holidays and then only three weeks for winter? It seems a little ridiculous. I'd gladly trade a couple of weeks off summer to get some extra break time in the winter. I know that three weeks is not going to be long enough for me to properly recuperate from all the stress I've felt this semester taking on more hours than I'm used to.

I'm wound tight as a spring too, waiting to hear back from the exchange office, now I've handed all my forms in. I know that realistically, we won't hear back from them for around 6-8 weeks (so, when we go back next semester). But it's killing me, sitting on my bum, waiting, not being able to do or hear anything. It enters my mind at least three times a day. I know I'll probably be crushed if I don't even get into my first preference, never mind if I don't get to go at all. But that's what I'd deserve for letting myself get stupidly excited about these things and convincing myself I have a chance.

... I don't really know where I'm going with this entry so I'll quit while I'm ahead.


ETA: Oh right, I am fucked for tomorrow's final. Technically, it's only 11:30pm, I could stay up later and do some last minute cramming. But instead I am choosing to get a full night's sleep over possibly making the difference between passing/failing Spanish. (If I can sleep.) I wonder what this says about my priorities.
emiri: (good job jackass!)
YEAH CASS, SKIPPING THE CLASS YOU'RE ALREADY ON THE VERGE OF FAILING SO YOU CAN... FAIL AT IT MORE. THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA. NOT.

wtg self
emiri: (HOMG!)
I COMMENTED IN TAMORA PIERCE'S LIVEJOURNAL

AND TAMORA PIERCE COMMENTED BACK TO ME

LIFE IS SWEET
emiri: (it's french bitch.)
In other news: the weather finally decided to be hot today like it should be when there's only six days until summer left, and red icy pops are STILL as good as I remember. Hells yeah.

Also I have finished re-marathoning 4 seasons of Scrubs in the last 30 hours (THREE MORE TO GO) and I just can't stop inner monologuing at myself now. DAMNIT JD!!

... I brought this on myself, didn't I :(.
emiri: (awwwwwwww shit)
So. I may or may not have been topped into apping someone completely different to who I've been planning to app for the past month, two hours before I'm set to go to bed for the night. (And I wake up just as the app window opens.) This is saying something, considering that I'm not easily topped into apping. Also considering how many people would SMACK ME SO HARD for not apping who I originally intended.

I also may or may not be crazy for actually attempting it. SEND PSYCHIATRIC HELP. SOB.

This is not success.
emiri: (feeling a little topped right now)
Still haven't started my counselor app, lololo. May not get it done in time as have a ~hot date~ during the second half of the app window tomorrow. Am screwed. ETA: OH FUCK i. forgot that the counselor app window is only two hours anyway. AM REALLY SCREWED. hau hau hauu.

... That said. In the event that it does get done, wooouuuld anyone be up for last-minute betaing?

(Alternatively, you could just laugh at my misfortune. Hey, I'd be laughing at me too, if I wasn't, y'know, me.)