emiri: (tsuuuunnn)
In other completely unrelated headdesk-worthy news, I got my results back from the X-ray clinic today!

Apparently I have a deviated septum, which is basically a fancy way of saying that the bone cartilage in my nose is out of joint without being broken, WHICH WOULD EXPLAIN WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO BREATHE THROUGH MY NOSE FOR NINE MONTHS. It's funny, because it must have been caused by some nose-related-physical-trauma, and yet I can't remember at all having any. Though I know logically I must've.

Unfortunately, the only way to fix it is to have a minor surgical operation, but... even though the treatment is not that expensive and my parents are fairly well off and willing to pay for it, as I am absolutely shit-scared terrified of hospitals and surgery in general, I think I will opt out. It's not like it's noticeable from the outside!

Guess I will just become a mouthbreather for the rest of my life.



orz
emiri: (i hate my life)
Well, today was a total write off. Spent the entire day accompanied by nausea and a migraine. The worst combination, as I daren't take aspirin or ibuprofen or any type of pain drugs while nauseated as they'll only aggravate the stomach more :\. Got two hours of work done tops. Calling it a night and going to bed.

Tomorrow will be better. It has to be.
emiri: (feeling a little topped right now)
i feel like deathy death death death

just one more day left. then no more scheduled classes for six weeks and i can collapse in bed.

(just six more assignments due in a week and a spanish listening test tomorrow and a japanese final in two weeks and a writing exam today + homework hand in.)

i'm scared to get in the shower today in case i faint again. uggggggggghhhhhhh.

ok enough whining. must go finish the fifteen pages of homework i have to hand in today. bawwww.
emiri: (oh piffle.)
I always seem to forget that if it's overcast at my place, it's almost certainly raining in the umbrella city. I AM WITH IT, TOTALLY. NOBODY SAW THAT. Damn and blast. (An expression that comes across certainly more mild than I am feeling right now.) I hate getting caught in the rain without an umbrella. Aghhh.

Add to that the fact that my $15 flats from Target have finally outlived their usefulness. The soles on the heels are becoming detached from the shoe, which of course means that the soles of my shoes are now completely sopping wet. I don't wear socks with my flats, so of course I am now the owner of a pair of very cold, very wet feet. Oh well. For a pair of $15 shoes that have been worn near-out every day since I bought them six months ago, it's about all I can expect. At least they were comfortable while they lasted 8|a.

I'm also fairly certain I have a fever but small details. I am not going to let that stop me from attending the last two days of semester after I've been working so desperately to keep afloat. Bugger. Bugger everything.