the blog i never update

Fuck it, I am sick of feeling like a fat cow! I am sick of going into stores to buy pretty clothes and ending up not buying anything because I can't look at the clothes on me in the mirror without just wanting to burst into tears because of how much weight I've put on.

I don't CARE what anyone else says, I am going to lose ten kilos before September or bust! I will excercise my way back down to my pre-HSC weight if it kills me >:E!


Edit: On a slightly related note, fuck, I want this coat so bad :(. If I could find it SELLING anywhere I wouldn't even mind the fact that it cost $500. I mean, holy adorable coats batman. Major clothing lusttttttt.